Current mood:	troubled
Current music:	everclear-sunflowers

i saw a dead person this morning. some guy jumped off the overpass over the highway, and they hadnt covered much up as my mom and i made our way through traffic. i wont get specific but i saw more then i would want to. ever . it was really disturbing and sad, but by the time i got to school i had pretty successfully pushed it out of my mind. i got to math, though, and i couldnt get a certain part i saw out of my head. just replaying and replaying and replaying...and thats not particularly unusual for me and all...but the more i saw it te more it bothered me. by 9 i wanted to throw up and go home. by 9 10i was in the bathroom crying. by 930 i was laying in the nurses office because some teacher found me in the bathroom. by 945 i was in the counselers being evaluated on my "over all stability" (based on sme reports that some teachers had filed that shed been "meaning to get to"), and by the time math had ended my teacher had called the office to report that i was skipping class. but then he gave me a note that just says "late pass to class" with his signature on it(no date/time) so its going to be useful at least. im still sorta shaken up. with all the horror moviues ive seen i forgot that i had never actually seen a real dead body. i didt realize that it would freak me out so bad.